A P O L O G I Z I N

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

If I was John my hair would be so poof-tastic right now.

Well, it sort of is.

Andbutso, let me get down to it and explain myself.

Because once again to you my lovely, yes you. I am sorry.

I'm neglecting you.

I am a bad parent.

No affection

attention

advice

text messages.

Let me make it up to you.

I'll just unload.

Give you all I can.

Here it goes:

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I'm living with Daniel which falls into

Jason left me which ties in with

I'm buying lots of things because

Daniel and I shop mostly at

Garage sales and thrift stores but I still

can't sleep

or eat properly.

But

I went to USM

for preview day

With BEBEH

it was meh.

I was sad.

I love USM, really

I met the paper

it was the only booth not filled with cheesy cheesepoo.

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It is insane how much I want to work for the paper. Like. There are no words.

>>>Sidebar: there ARE words. There are always words. However. I'm so sleepy. Word for me this time, okay?

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I can't put Jason in a box just yet. I just can't. And I have so much giraffe stuff now. And a new Buffy VHS box set. My life, please rationalize it.

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